brOKen

I look OK, I say I'm OK, but honestly lupus has my insides all broken. My body is in a war that nobody can see, but I feel constantly every day. I wouldn't wish this war raging inside me on anyone and I surely didn't ask for it for myself. You don't have to understand my lupus and the stress it puts my body through, I just ask that you realize its not always OK even when I say it is. Don't judge me I can't help the war raging in me but you can control your reaction to me when I tell you about it. I'm OK because I have no other choice but to live in that hope, but I'm brOKen.

~Lupus In Color~