It's good to have a pity party, but with a time limit. We have to remember that even if the body isn't able to do what we'd like at the moment, perhaps we can travel to where we want in the mind. Of course, I also know about "Lupus Brain," which sometimes even prevents us from mind travel... Never, ever give up, though. I awakened happy (as usual), but when my feet hit the floor, I nearly fell over because of dizziness; then I realized that my legs didn't want to work properly. I made it downstairs, holding onto the banister and the wall. Hubby made me a cup of coffee. When I reached for it, I realized that I might not have enough strength in my arms to actually lift the cup. And yes, I was/am in pain, as well. But. I'm still here and I'm still happy. I have hope and I will not suffer defeat.
So are you gonna stay mad at lupus and wallow in woe is me or are you gonna fight lupus and get stronger in power to be free...
It's good to have a pity party, but with a time limit. We have to remember that even if the body isn't able to do what we'd like at the moment, perhaps we can travel to where we want in the mind. Of course, I also know about "Lupus Brain," which sometimes even prevents us from mind travel... Never, ever give up, though. I awakened happy (as usual), but when my feet hit the floor, I nearly fell over because of dizziness; then I realized that my legs didn't want to work properly. I made it downstairs, holding onto the banister and the wall. Hubby made me a cup of coffee. When I reached for it, I realized that I might not have enough strength in my arms to actually lift the cup. And yes, I was/am in pain, as well. But. I'm still here and I'm still happy. I have hope and I will not suffer defeat.
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