Sometimes...

Sometimes I wish that I could do the things I used to. I sit and think how much fun I had before lupus. Sometimes  it gets me down until something happens to shake me awake and show me something, like genuine laughter, that makes me realize that I'm still here and I have every opportunity  to continue making fun memories in the space I am in right now. Sometimes lupus  tries to rob you of the happiness that never left in the first place and we have to be pushed back into reality in the most simplest ways. Lupus has nothing on your happiness even in pain that joy can come. Don't ignore it, allow it to overtake you.
~Lupus In Color ~